Monday, July 21, 2008

In a Limbo

I don't know where to start and how to start. I am so confused. I don't know what to believe in, if I have to believe what my instincts are telling me or just simply believe. I don't see any improvements. I just don't see it. I am not very good in organizing my thoughts but I am definitely sure that there has never been any improvements.

There have been instances where I am as tame as a sleeping beauty, but there are times that I am as harsh as a killer monster. I can sometimes speak of beautiful things and lovely words about it, but most likely there will be times murderous languages can come out of my mouth.

Basta ang gulo na talaga ng sitwasyon, ang gulo na talaga ng buhay ko....I want an end to this...I really want an end. I am not afraid, thats the only thing I am sure of now. God bless my soul.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Hoy

At ikaw, alam ko naman na nakikita mo to...Don't hide. Because I can also see you. Magtulungan pa kayo...magsama kayong mga baboy at pangit.

And please if you are not guilty of anything, why the hell do you hide...You can fool others but you can't fool me. You've seen me done marvelous things before, you might wanna see me do better things than those. And please, live up to what you promised me before, "MAWAWALA KA NA SA EKSENA." And it seems, you still want some trouble, eh...

Obsessed

Let me share to you a story about my friend who is currently having problems with a so-called obsessed lover. At first he was not minding if the person was sending sweet thoughts thinking that those were just the usual forwarded messages. But as days go by, he is already feeling a bit uncomfortable about the idea that a certain lady is doing such. And to make things worse now, the girl is giving him food every now and then. The dilemma now is that, he doesn't like the girl, but he would not want her to get hurt by dumping her that easily. And he's really bothered because she's not stopping from doing those freaky things.

And now he's seeking help from me...and this time I have to give back all the good things, and the ears and the heart he shared to me when I was down...I hope what we planned now will work.