Hoy

At ikaw, alam ko naman na nakikita mo to...Don't hide. Because I can also see you. Magtulungan pa kayo...magsama kayong mga baboy at pangit.

And please if you are not guilty of anything, why the hell do you hide...You can fool others but you can't fool me. You've seen me done marvelous things before, you might wanna see me do better things than those. And please, live up to what you promised me before, "MAWAWALA KA NA SA EKSENA." And it seems, you still want some trouble, eh...

Obsessed

Let me share to you a story about my friend who is currently having problems with a so-called obsessed lover. At first he was not minding if the person was sending sweet thoughts thinking that those were just the usual forwarded messages. But as days go by, he is already feeling a bit uncomfortable about the idea that a certain lady is doing such. And to make things worse now, the girl is giving him food every now and then. The dilemma now is that, he doesn't like the girl, but he would not want her to get hurt by dumping her that easily. And he's really bothered because she's not stopping from doing those freaky things.

And now he's seeking help from me...and this time I have to give back all the good things, and the ears and the heart he shared to me when I was down...I hope what we planned now will work.

Petiks Mode

I still have no post for this month so this will be it...Petiks lang naman ako since I came back from a 4 month contract with a client. Wish ko lang di mabulok ang isip ko sa walang kapararakang pinaggagawa ko sa Quadstar...

Here I am editing some photos for a boss here...just to make time spent with value...All day web surfing and googling all sorts of things and all sorts of happenings...from Obama and Clinton issue to Daboy passing away to the kidnapping of Ces Drilon and her crew...Ang hirap ng petiks...dami ko tuloy naiiisip at napapansin...dami ko tuloy naaalala sa mga nangyari sa kin...

Lalo tuloy ako nalulungkot pag petiks ako...kasi lalo ko na-rerealize na hindi pa rin ako umaasenso...sana naman umahon na ko sa pinagkakalubugan ko...luging lugi na ko kasi sa totoo lang ang dami ko nang tinulungan umasenso pero bakit ako andito pa rin...

Lalo akong frustrated kasi mula ng pumasok ang taong ito, year of the rat, di na ako sinwerte...And they said I will be lucky this year coz I was born on the year of the rat...Proves that wala sa kung anong kalendaryo o zodiac sign ang swerte mo...

Wala lang...na-miss ko rin ito...kausap ang sarili ko...

French Toast

Last Friday, before receiving the bad news about my Mom, I had this sumptuous snack...Super yummy...La lang...by the way, My Mom's fine already...

Here's the recipe:

Ingredients:

• 4 eggs
• 1 teaspoon sugar, optional
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1 cup milk
• 10 to 12 slices white bread
• butter
• maple syrup or other syrup

Preparation:

Break eggs into a wide, shallow bowl or pie plate; beat lightly with a fork. Stir in sugar, salt, and milk.

Over medium-low heat, heat griddle or skillet coated with a thin layer of butter or margarine.

Place the bread slices, one at a time, into the bowl or plate, letting slices soak up egg mixture for a few seconds, then carefully turn to coat the other side. Soak/coat only as many slices as you will be cooking at one time.

Transfer bread slices to griddle or skillet, heating slowly until bottom is golden brown. Turn and brown the other side. Serve French toast hot with butter and syrup.
Recipe for French toast serves 4.

Mahal kita....Maging Sino Ka man

This is quite a boring day for me. I have lots of work to do and finish within the week, but I am just staring blankly at all my modules. I am not in the mood and I wanna go home, but I can't. Fortunately, my best friend Google is always around and never miss to help me around.

I thought of things I want to research and ended with searching for the former teleserye "Maging Sino Ka Man". I loved watching that show, because I am a Sam Milby fan. But one thing really that got me hooked with it, is the exchanges of lines between the characters, most especially the ones between JB and Celine....

They had words like: "I never...said that...I loved you.", which actually because an object of spoofs and laughing trip. But one of my most favorite among so many pick-up lines is this, said by JB ...read on...

"I love you not because of what you can give me, but because of what you can take, I am so willing to give, I love you because... I love the me when I'm with you, sometimes you have to fight hard just to make love survive, get hurt, always badly but what's important is that you gave it a shot, real love is never regretful and even if it fails to last, real love should only make you a better person, a stronger person, and in love real strength is knowing when to give up the fight and finally let go."

Strange but true...that I have to say these words to someone I truly love...Sana ako na lang si Celine na kinakausap ni JB...

Happy Birthday Dad

Today is your birth anniversary, Dad...I am sorry I was not able to visit you yesterday. I miss you so much Dad. Salamat sa mga umagang ikaw ang gumigising sa kin...Sana lang talaga sa bawat dadaanan kong unos, andyan ka pa rin para akayin ako...I have no one to depend on now except for you...ikaw lang ang may alam ng lahat...I will forever be your Baby Girl...Miss you...

Nightmare

For the past months I have been having nightmares...And every instance I had one, I would either just be quiet and keep to myself or be vocal and let my feelings out in the open. This one nightmare kept me really super bothered for a longtime. You see, it's like killing you slowly and but not totally, not quite enough to be dead. I think the worst has come, but I don't know, I still don't know. You can't blame me for being skeptic, as I was being assured before that, those were just bad dreams but will never happen. Yet it really happened.

I don't really pray that much lately...partly because, I somehow lost some faith...And for those who appeared in my nightmares, hopefully vanish and convert them into sweet dreams again...I wanna go to sleep peacefully again...