Nightmare

For the past months I have been having nightmares...And every instance I had one, I would either just be quiet and keep to myself or be vocal and let my feelings out in the open. This one nightmare kept me really super bothered for a longtime. You see, it's like killing you slowly and but not totally, not quite enough to be dead. I think the worst has come, but I don't know, I still don't know. You can't blame me for being skeptic, as I was being assured before that, those were just bad dreams but will never happen. Yet it really happened.

I don't really pray that much lately...partly because, I somehow lost some faith...And for those who appeared in my nightmares, hopefully vanish and convert them into sweet dreams again...I wanna go to sleep peacefully again...